Crying...

Crying is not only when tears fall down from the eyes but there is a kind of crying which nobody sees or hears. That is, when you have so much agony and pain contained inside you that you just want it to escape and release your soul but it won't go away. It keeps on lingering inside and all you want is to get rid of it anyhow. The only thing you can think of is crying. Yes, you want to cry but you can't even shed a single tear while your heart is being ripped off like silk on a thorny branch. You weep, deep down inside. Nobody knows what you're going through. Deep scars heal but they leave marks on your body. Then there are some wounds which are only confined to your soul and can not be seen on your bare body. There are perhaps more such marks on your soul than elsewhere on your body. These deep wounds hurt and they hurt badly. This pain amplifies as the clock ticks. Finally, going about it so many times inside your heart and mind, you manage to shed a single tear that trickles down from the corner of your eye. That is escape! That feels better!